Carl Sagan:

“For small creatures such as we the vastness is bearable only through love.”

(Source: englishmujer)

And shake the yoke of inauspicious stars from this world-wearied blog

I’ll leave the blog up and maybe come back to it in a few months, but I’m having somebody else change the password and hold onto it so that it’s not even there in my mind. 

Bye guys!

I’m deleting my tumblr.

I haven’t been into it recently and it’s been really uninspiring. Which I suppose would mean I should just follow new people, but I don’t really feel like going through that.

I don’t know, if I actually used it for something productive, like writing or something, then maybe it would be worth it. 

At this point it really just wastes my time.  It’s not particularly edifying. I’m about to start the hardest three months of my life.  After Winter Break ends on Sunday, I’m going back to school (obviously) and playing a lead role in the spring musical.  Which means going to rehearsal every day and not getting home until 10PM pretty frequently.  And while I’m by no means taking the most rigorous classes at school, I’ve still got a substantial amount of work.  Between independent study Latin and two AP classes, I’m definitely busy. 

Ultimately though, none of that is a reason to delete tumblr. I have enough of a work ethic that it won’t distract me from doing actual work, but it too easily becomes my default mindless activity after finishing homework.

I think I can come up with something more meaningful to do in my free time. Like read.  I don’t read nearly as much as I’d like to.

So I may leave this post up for a few days or I may just go ahead and delete it tonight.  But I’ll probably reappear in the form of like, a writing blog or something.  Eventually. That’d be a cool summer activity. 


this isn’t the park you piece of shit


this isn’t the park you piece of shit


One day I’m going to start a christian blog and blog about Jesus and the christian ways and get lots and lots of hardcore religious followers and then one day just post DICKS AND DICKS AND GAY PORN FLOODING THEIR DASH

okay funny story see my friend actually did this

he created a blog with lots of cute animals and puppies and shit

and then after he had a few thousand followers he converted it into like a total hardcore neo-nazi blog 

it was actually really funny

pleasuring yourself


pleasuring yourself


there’s too much riding on that tooo muchh too muchhh too muchhh


oh but if they’re married it’s okay and wholesome no matter what

I feel sort of bad for John Boehner 

Kind of like how I feel bad for Javert at the end of Les Mis, you know? 

“Go f– yourself.”
House Speaker John Boehner to Senator Harry Reid, as fiscal cliff negotiations came to a close. (via officialssay)

hey you

you reading this 

come over and rub my head as i drift off into a vicodin-induced sleep while clutching my pillow in complete existential loneliness

“If I were a younger man, I would write a history of human stupidity; and I would climb to the top of Mount McCabe and lie down on my back with my history for a pillow; and I would take from the ground some of the blue-white poison that makes statues of men: and I would make a statue of myself, lying on my back, grinning horribly, and thumbing my nose at You Know Who.”
Kurt Vonnegut

ha new years eve all you suckers are having parties and i’m stuck at home watching television because my wisdom teeth still aren’t better

this is the worst

you know what the worst thing is about this surgery? 

Since Thursday morning I’ve altered between total pain and painkiller-induced loopiness.



I’ve sat down and read like once in four days I fucking hate this